Friday, February 1, 2008

i met someone today...it was accidental.i was going for a little walk in my colony ..though its real cold here...the winter's at it's best...but then too i just felt like going on a walk with myself.it was dark already and i was like packed in so many woollens ..it was very calm around as there was hardly anyone on the roads.i had the headphones in my ears n enrique was whispering some melody in them...suddenly i got this feeling that someone was following me...i halted!!!!!!!!took out the headphones n lookd back.oh my God! a black dog was standing right in front of me n thing is that i m very afraid of dogs..n without wasting a second i screamed!maybe he didn't like that!n he startd barking....and then i ran the marathon run......n the dog wasn't bad at it either.....bloody dog!!about 2 yards ahead i saw an old man what we call that........aag ke saamne haath taapna...ya that's what he was doing.....i assumed him to be a watchman.as he saw me he stood up n feebly came towards me....i almost bumped into him n was panting like hell....he saw the dog n understood the problem....he shooed him away..n i took a breath of relief....but as i wasn't very far from my place i requestd tht man to walk with me till home.n he did!!!!!n then was my life's best conversation......he told me about his grand-daughter...who was of about my age..n all that while he had thhis smile on the corner of his lips.he told me how she used to make him laugh n how even when her parents especially her mother i.e., that man's daughter stopped him ......she use to come to him n talk about the lil school in which she studied n things..n was probably the only source to light-up his isolation a bit...
as he had been getting older,the distance between him n his own daughter became wider...one bad day when his grand-daughter whom he affectionately called munni.....was coming back from home...a truck ran over her......n she died instantly....no one in the world was more grievd than this man.......
as days passed......the isolation startd eating him up n he ..left that house.....
it was about 3 yrs to this incident.....
i was standing on my gate but felt not to go...i wanted to hear him more...of other things in his life n his dead wife n his childhood but maybe he didn't wanted me to trespass his memories.......
he just said"jeewan mein kisi se bhi mat daro...siwaye is baat se ki kya khud mein itni himmat hai ki datt ke zindagi ka saamna kar sakti ho?mujh mein nahi thi....aasha hai.....tum khud mein jagaogi......."
i was too moved to say nything.
n he just turned n got vanished in the fog......
that simple but special-in-his-own-way man told me a lesson of lyf.....to be brave....to face things n the hardest blows......

7 comments:

yeor said...

sorry for late review

the peice of write-up was excelent
it was so palin n smiple at things
the insight of a "so-called" low class watchman is a rare thing

disgust n malencholy often make a persone week at his heart
n he tends to be remain far away from the salvation of persuading something hard , which he really cherishes to have with him

it's very tough to get ur heart strong to remain monotonus at things , without being effected from daily hassels of pain n suffering caused by mishaps



well written farah
kudos
ur's
eeyore

Anonymous said...

hey Farah..i hope dis blog is da one u wanted me tu read..
well frankly speakin ryt nw em raedin yewr blog n hearing a motivational song"stop crying your heart out"..n dis combination almost made me cry...
but em use tu tears....=:))
hmm...dear...yewr blog was vv simple...still the best..teaching us the lessons ov life...
but to read dese lessons n to learn dem n apply dem in yewr life are two poles apart things...
Ol i cal say its...its wonderful...i cnt say dat i'vlearnt...cuz i kno ryt nw em too weak tu learn ne lesson more lessons ov life..

lurb ya=:))

Asmita...

sandeep said...

hey nice work yaar...!

m like..saari yaadein saamney aa gayi... :(

well like that man i too hav lost some1 who was very very close to me..
aftr dat life jst bcame like hell for me.......
i tried and tried to bring my life to the normal track but i always failed in it...

all i want to say is its wondrful to read such incidents wich gives us an inspiration ...
dnt know abt u all but i need them bcos right now m completely lost....

well written farah
keep it up


Sandeep....

Nitesh said...

its awesoem..... yaar. itna dimaag kahan se aata hai.....

too good. keep up the good work......
Nits

Unknown said...

princess,aapane is kahani mein zindagi k sari batein bayan kardi hai.it contains every emotions.hats off!!!!!! good work

яι¢ку.. said...

heyyy farah
the words said by the man are really real!!
he spoke the way to lead our life
when we loose our dear one`s...
thts how we can spend rest of it by finding them in others face...

its really gud...
i`ll also try tu give up my sadness and will try tu lewad a new life....
after loosin sum1 whum i loved infinitley..

chakookshah said...

yeah ur right we have to be brave and have to face all the things that come to us... but we cant be brave all the times its not possible sometimes things happen like the one to the watchman tears us apart and it never let us get up from the blow....

those times no bravery can help..time is the only medicine available in market to soothen those blows...

the one u write was a gr8 story in its own....keep it up gal....