i never title my poems.........

destined to be together,are those made for each other.
a soul finds its mate,to stay by its side forever.....
a genuine heart looks in all directions,to find a person close to perfection,
but when true love knocks,its not the time for selection but to feel the warmth in the most wierd person's reflection.
love turns a surly person into a different character all together,
you find a new you every time you meet "the" guy or "the" girl.
n you are always without reason when u are lost in ur own world .
surreal feelings surround you from all sides and u want everythng to be sweet n mild......
i thnk thts the way love is...
it changes u
but in a better person
always........

they just........

i fought with someone.we blabbered n sweared n heat was total on.at the end i was broken,shattered n a part of me was dead.
the tears made me to sleep......while i was crawling thru the long dark tunnel the last thing i had heard was the sound the drops of rain made wen they fell on the railing n on the large leaves of money-plant.the sound which came wen the cold wind hit the wind chime n the window pane..n the cold breeze tht was making me shiver ...n i wraped myself in the blanket i was lying on....
wen i woke up it was dawn.....n i don't know if the rain had stopped during the night but wen i woke up it was still raining...

but i could still revive my dream...n after all the fight...wen i imagine tht person smiling ,it makes me smile too n adds a lil life to the dead part of me......

i dreamt tht i m in this real cold region.it was quite similar to the place i visited wen i had gone on a school trip to manali...n the place was before rohtang-paas...
n the guy sitting beside me is him....humming his favourite tune ....baby i miss you......
behind in the car were two other people...i dont remember their faces..
he was driving the car quite fast .though the roads were slippery n i askd him to slow down.but lyk always he hates to listen to me.at a turn he made a rash-one n the next second the car was on the edge of a cliff....nothing filmi about it!!!
it was dreadful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was too freezed to give a reaction n the people behind were like shouting on top of their voices.....as i thnk it was a toyota n the people somehow rescued from the back door.....
the car tilted a little more....

"u r so beautiful",he said to me.
"quite a nice moment to say tht",i said sarcastically though i had noticed tht he had said tht for the first tym ever....

"it's my mistake tht u r in this situation",he said
"i know tht.but we can argue like always once we r out of this car",i said
he balanced the car n made me get to the back of the car n after a lil struggle,i was out.
i turned to him n said,"common,now ur turn"
the car slipped n i skipped a beat."i m nt coming out",he said
"ok now i hav had enough of this crap.give me ur hand ",i said

"i can't....m sorry....in no one i can come out,coz' either way,this car's gonna fall",he slapped the reply on my cold cheek.
the car slipped even more.......

"u knw wat,i always fought with u,coz i love u.i always made u cry ,coz i love u.i always said rude things ,coz i love u.weird??it is.........it was my way u knw.i want u to hav beautiful days in ur lyf......n i want u neva to forget me.....n i want u not to cry after i fall off this cliff coz' i hate those tears n one more tym i'll hate myself for making u cry coz u r the most beautiful girl ........the only thing i m hating is,i want to touch u for one more tym.....n i want to see my mom one last tym......."

"gimme ur hand.....please......u always give somthing to every beggar u see.consider me a beggar n give me wat i am asking for.please",i said
"i saw tht cute,wicked smile at the corner of his lips and he said,"sure"......"
he moved...n so did the car.....


"i love you .........."


when i had woke up i still had the tears in my eyes.........
though i didn't cry.......
they just............


i love him even more........coz now i was familiar with the feeling of losing him ....

i just got scared

i was just sitting n surfing the net .....there was a name in front of me n i suddenly got so scared of losing tht person tht scientifically speaking my heart started racing.........n my eyes became all moist n i was lyk i can't loose this person...i m not able to figure out wht it was......n yeah nyone reading this blog if gets to thnk tht the person here is my boyfriend thn...no he isn't..........


whats most weird is that such a thing has never happened to me before......